Needed Update

I swear to god a good update is coming soon. I just finished the last of my homework and I'm about to go home for break. So instead I leave you with the lyrics of a song I wrote a while ago.

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"Hollow Holiday"

Woke up early
turned the lights on the christmas tree
checked the box once more
for a letter sent to me
family's here
but I feel alone
that's my bed
but i'm not home
like an unsigned card
so full of cheer

take out your pocket calendar
is this the right time now to fall
i've spent my best years waiting
for your call
pencil me in
do it in pen
that way i won't be
forgotten again
all these words
all the wrong ways
leave me with hollow holidays

it's my time
if i leave now i'll get away
i'll be fine
i just can't bear
another holiday
without all the cheer
the wounds that bring us here
and i will be there for you

take out your pocket calendar
is this the right time now to fall
i've spent my best years waiting
for your call
pencil me in
do it in pen
that way i won't be
forgotten again
all these words
all the wrong ways
leave me with hollow holidays

the car won't start again
the weather's creeping in
what will it take to get away
i know it's not fair
but i'll try to care
and i'll be back another day

take out your pocket calendar
is this the right time now to fall
i've spent my best years waiting
for your call
pencil me in
do it in pen
that way i won't be
forgotten again
all these words
all the wrong ways
leave me with hollow holidays